The floodgates are opening

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Aloha has been having a hard time for the last couple weeks. Consequently, we've been having a hard time for the last couple weeks. Small things set her off, frustration with one thing turns into frustration for everything. If she feels bad, she's always felt bad, it's always terrible. We've always been at war with Eurasia.

I feel like every time I ask her to do her homework, or take a bath, or take her dishes to the kitchen, it's like I'm loading her up with a hundred pound bag she has to carry around. She's on the verge of crying, and now the that the flood gates are open, and we're getting an hour or more of crying at night.

It's good... I mean, it's all the stuff she's been bottling up that's all coming out. But it's emotionally draining for all of us. And I'm trying not to take any of it personally, but it's hard. I feel like I'm not good at it. I'm very process driven, but this isn't about process. It's about feelings, and trauma, and stress.


Late Night Things I'm Googling/Pintresting

  • Summer Camps near me
  • Low-cost summer camps near me
  • Foster care handling big emotions

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